Moments of breakdown come to me Panic attacks strike me Suicidal thoughts, they're causing to me In the mirror, I'm unable to look at me I fear me. I fear my past I fear my unknown future I fear the present I fear me. I'm afraid to give up at last To run away from the pain I feel at night To run away from the tears of my eyes To escape my inner thoughts and beliefs The half-truths half-lies that live in me I fear me. I'm afraid to seek help Because I don't know what is wrong with me All I know is what I feel I feel I've lost the way All what I feel is pain And these lies or maybe truths I don't know the difference anymore They're telling me that my future is sealed And I can't change anything I can't get out of the circle For my path is just a bunch of circles I fear me. And me, fears I.